Back in my room...

Back in the room where I grew up,
Back to the place where memories stay.
My first kiss, first sleepless night,
First cut, first mental breakdown.

Away from the house
That's not my home.
Away from the restrictions
Imposed upon me and hubby.

Yet he is not here with me.
We are finally separated.
To think, to live, to breathe
As two individuals again.

This shall weigh on us
Like a tonne of bricks.
The distance we cannot bear,
The loneliness we wish not for.

Let this be a test for us.
See how things go.
Let us be like dating couples.
Let us, for once, be normal.