when it all gets too much

What happens when there's just too much shit for you to handle?

Do you take it all in and bow down to Fate? Or do you throw it all in the face of Fate and refuse to accept anything that is beyond your ability?

And what if you are stuck between the two? Where do you go then? Do you just sit on the fence and wait endlessly until an answer comes to you?

I do.

Now it's just a battle between what I know should be, and what I really want.

Does anyone understand me?