imprisoned in confusion

normality
please come back to me
sanity to rule my mind
emotions just run too wild for me

I can't take it
why do I torture myself so
asking questions
that need no answers at all

please stop
put an end to it all
there is more to do today
above all this self-confusion

caught in a deadlock
that goes nowhere
that doesn't end
possibly a self-fulfilling prophecy

mind races
like a million shooting stars
from all directions
but no wishes granted

such irony of life
when I could possibly
be the one who
misled myself from the start