feeling weak

Why do I run back into your arms crying
even though just moments earlier I had told you to get out?

I feel weak. Like I'm fighting a losing battle.
A battle against myself and my unfounded love for you.
Why do you make me so fragile?
What is it that you do that makes me push you away
yet at the same time, wanting to hold you?

I almost hate you.

But not enough to make me not want to be with you.

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Pardon my recent signs of being extremely emo (emotional). I don't know what's come over me. I just know I want this man so bad, yet somehow he can crush me with the slightest things he do.

Love hurts. It's established.